What else does one title the biggest blog post of her life? I've got big news, bittersweet news ... and I'll just come out and say it ...
I've decided sell Broadway Paper.
There. I've said it. Whew? I'm not sure.
I've struggled with this for so long, but the truth is ... the time has come. It's bittersweet ... the store is my baby. I've taken it from a 1,200 square foot
outlet with $400,000 in annual sales, to a 3,200 square foot
boutique with over a million dollars in sales. I'm not a boastful or proud woman, but I do feel quite honored by that accomplishment.
We get national
press. Our little paper store in Milwaukee, Wisconsin is listed in national magazines ... I guess that causes me to 'puff my feathers' a bit! :)
We have
web clients from all over the United States ... amazing to me! Some are celebrities even.
That's hard to let go of ... but unfortunately, I must. I have four children at home. My oldest is in 8th grade, and very recently having a really hard time with bullying at school. Middle school ... yuck!
As much as I would've liked to be home with them when they were babies, I'm realizing that it's almost more important to be home with them as they're older. When they walk in after a bad day at school, I don't want to be so distracted that I 'miss' what their faces are saying, even if their words don't.
I used to be a woman who wanted to do it all. But I just can't anymore. I'm not superwoman, and I don't want to try to be anymore. Sweet Jenny {of
LobotoME}, has ever so kindly thanked me for not being a superhuman! :)
{The baby just woke up crying, and yeah okay, so she's not exactly a baby ... but still. So she was just screaming for me, and as I'm holding her, smelling her sweet baby smell (yeah, she still has that smell), thinking of this post that I'm in the middle of ... I know I'm doing the right thing.}
It has taken a lot of thought, consideration and tears to come to this conclusion. But I knew that, one day, if this was the conclusion I came to ... it would be the right one. No regrets. And that's where I stand now.
The thing is, I'm blessed enough to be able to stay home. I feel God has been leading me in this direction and I need to take advantage of it.
I'm in the process of listing with a broker. I've also had some discussion with
Paper Source. I'll keep y'all updated as I begin this journey ... and hey, if you know someone that is looking for a paper store of their very own ... give me a holler!
I'll continue to post, as I'm still completely inspired and drawn to beautiful designs. You may have noticed though, that posting is light. I'm really trying to keep my focus on my family right now. Not to mention I'm feeling the stress of Christmas {really? 10 days away??}.
I thank you all ... deeply thank you, for your continued support and love of all things paper ...